The thing I really don’t understand is this diagnosis that I have to take anti-psychotics that if you know which not a single twerp in the NSW Health system apart from the individuals that become prosecuted for saying “The drugs are physically what is making people ill and suicidal in some cases!”
See to write a piece of software and when I am meant to be the most ill and somehow teaching myself from home the LAMP stack and PHP when making a retrogression from Visual Studio to Open source is literately by their documentation not actually at all possible; at all! See like all language which any psychologist will tell you is the ability to form a cognitive subject and logical paraphrase that isn’t mixed with nonaggressions against real observations is cause the main areas of the brain that handle this in all form of psychosis is the logic and association centers.
These centers you need to have working at optimal performance in the quality of code I have on-line on the Internet documented back before 2004. If you can’t use the logical and association area due to either bipolar or schizophrenic basis there is no way you would be able to successfully write anymore than maybe 50 lines of code before you give up aggregating clean and operative code that is within definition of none obfuscated or retaliated basis in variables at all, in the slightest!
I really think it is a case of a world-leading scientist and the life of that since the age of around 13, and isolated meritocrats simpletons that think they have anything like the physical world or reality of me as an individual and somehow as absolutely no one at all in any social setting seem to think they have some basis or knowledge in what it even sounds like for myself and my friends and partners in the epicenter of all data systems in entirety including off-world and for some reason seem to think as scientist they have some right to even have in the slightest when they all pretty much use my technology.
They seem to think they have the right to try and impress their opinions and views as well as sickly objectives in building chemical and documented whimsicalities in the world stage and everyone senses, which luckily like the computer, I have with a group of scientist after what happened with these people have made a physical firewall so they only view and experience all this in their own cell, not on the world stage of science and communication not a basis of medicine we’re they seem to say in their own set of glaciological basis of simplified language sets.
In the IT industry like physics and chemistry (Real Sciences) when we make a statement on observations it is based of massive tests and data arrays when they can somehow in a meeting of around 10 minutes every maybe 3 months have some understand that you are psychotic cause they don’t want to face up to the fact that most of their mental health industry is placebo substances, void of treatment and most of the basis of it it for them is in stuff like Alister Crowley – a pedophile and abuser of children as well as teacher or parapsychology & occultism, like the other two principles! They don’t even have a triquarter or any effective method to put raw scientific fact that is something that can be clearly seen as fact from someone like measurements and level that is not from their little cell and understand why that is, it is all really they have is an opinion that is not factual and with current medical technology more or less contrived or very loosely fitted observations based in erratic observations and data as well as isomerism and just made up theories and make believe.
You know how I know you can’t do any coding or programming and even any form of business analysis, systems analysis or network engineering when your psychotic cause a couple of times when I have become drug-psychotic from their anti-psychotic (Only 15 times in the last 14 years), I found I could neither focus on my IDE or follow the flow of writing software!